Lakeside Risk
我来这栋湖边小屋是为了膝盖手术后的康复。安静，松树高耸入云，湖就在窗外——休养恢复的绝佳之地。他们把我安排在独立的侧翼，由一位护士照顾我：Lena。她个子高挑，臀部丰满，沉甸甸的乳房几乎撑不住那身白色制服。她三十四岁，我三十一岁。从第一天起，我们就直呼其名了。
那天晚上，主人的朋友们来了——一群闹哄哄的人在给谁过生日。客厅里传来说话声、笑声、酒杯碰撞声。Lena 像往常一样没敲门就走进了我的房间，端着一个托盘，上面放着我的药和一杯水。
“Alex，今天腿怎么样？”她用那低沉的声音问道，把托盘放在床头柜上。她的目光扫过我薄被单下赤裸的双腿。
“Okay. Just aches when I lie still too long.” I propped myself up on my elbows. “They’re having a good time out there, huh? I can hear it all the way back here.”
“是啊。有一半已经喝趴了。”她冲我歪嘴一笑。“所以我才溜出来。跟他们说我的病人来电话了。”
We both knew I hadn’t called. This tension had been hanging between us for a week. Every time she changed my bandage, her fingers lingered on my skin a little too long. Every time I stared at her lips, she looked away.
Lena stepped closer. The window was cracked, and the cool smell of the lake and wet pines drifted in. In the distance came the sound of splashing—somebody out swimming in the dark.
“Alex...” she whispered, sitting on the edge of the bed. “If anyone walks in right now, I’m fucked. I’ll get fired on the spot.”
“那就别坐这么近。”我说，但我的手已经隔着她那身制服放到了她大腿上。布料很温暖。
She didn’t pull away. Her breathing quickened.
“你已经盯着我看了一个星期，像是想把我吃掉。” Lena 凑近过来，她的乳房几乎蹭到我的手臂。“我也想要。很想。”
她的手指慢慢拉下床单。我的鸡巴已经硬了，顶着内裤。她的手掌沿着我大腿内侧往上摸，小心地避开绷带。
“Careful...” I breathed.
“I’m always careful.” She smiled and bent lower. Her hot breath burned through the thin cotton. “But right now, I want to be bad.”
我听到有人从走廊的门前走过。响亮的笑声，一个女人的尖叫。我的心在嗓子眼里狂跳。
Lena stripped off my boxers. My